20120130

Back to old habits

                   
                          

- Cap, are you... waiting?
- I told you it was an accidental boob-graspe
- well, you're bouncing from girl to girl, you haven't found that special someome... I wanna help.
- I'm not talking to you 'bout this stuff, okay?
- why not talking about it? we can be friends.
- can we?
- why, because you still have feelings for me?
- and you still have feelings for me.
- I was just curious!
- fine! so let's just be friends, go upstairs and study.
- no.
- why? you trust me, right?
- It's just not...
- ... apropiate? because you don't trust yourself. 
- that's not true!
- you want me to have that "special someone" because then, you won't have a choice.
- I'm... I'm with Max. I mean... he's perfect. he loves me, and I love him... you know? he gave up a Grade School for me. why can't you find someone else who's perfect for you?
- because no other girl in the world compares to you.
- oh, yeah?
- kinda hard to believe, right?!
- look, it's... late, we're both tired... let's just call at...
- a few hours of sleep, is it gonna change anything?
- It's old habits!
- old habits? like having a great time together? knowing each other better than we know ourselves? what does that tell you?
- well I guess that tells me that we can't be friends. 
- fine, then I guess you're right. I do need to move on. I'll see you round, Case.
- I just wanna do what's right!
- we can't be friends. that's what you're saying and I'm agreeing with you.
- then why are we shouting?
- you started the shouting!
- I just want...
- not to waste my time? I get it. well, you're wasting my time now.
- wait... what are we saying?
- you said it all...


Greek, season  2, episode  19.

I love this show so much... too bad it ended last year. I guess I can always keep on re-watching it onlinOH WAIT! don't tell me Megaupload was cancelled because of SOPA. Oh gosh, what will be of me now?


20120123

hideaway




I've loved you from the first time I saw you. I think I was 12. It took me 3 years to pluck up the courage to speak to you. And I was so scared of the way I felt. But I learned how to become a sarcastic bitch just to make it feel normal. I screw guys to make it go away, but It didn't work. When we got together it scared the shit out of me because you were the one person who could ruin my life. I pushed you away and made you think things were your fault, but really, I was just terrified of pain. But... I couldn't stand. I didn't want to be a slave for the way I feel about you. Can you understand? You were trying to punish me back and it's horrible. It's so horrible because, really, I'd die for you. I love you. I love you so much it's killing me.

once again, Skins



20120122

Imagine




Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans.

John Lennon





20120120

20120117

No woman





You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.


Bob Marley


20120113




This is a video I made for religion class at school. I had to write the subtitles myself and everything, so I'm rather proud of it. Oh yes, and the clips are from Greek (first and last) and Skins (second). Hope you like it!


(Note for non-Spanish speakers: the titule of the video is "my life project", the first quote means "The supreme happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved, loved for ourselves, or rather in spite of ourselves" by Victor Hugo, and second one is "Loving means to me delighted by the happiness of another", by Leibniz.)

20120110

Oh mother



Gustav Klimt, The mother

(Okay right, maybe my obsession with Klimt's paintings is starting to become kind of creepy)



20120107

Philosophy

photo by me

Seek not to understand that you may believe, but believe that you may understand.

Saint Agustine of Hippo  

     

20120106

We are searching for Trachimbrod



I have reflected many times upon our rigid search. It has shown me that everything is illuminated in the light of the past. It is always along the side of us, on the inside, looking out. Like you say, inside out. Jonathan, in this way, I will always be along the side of your life. And you will always be along the side of mine. 

Everything is illuminated (2005)




20120105

She wouldn't dance with another

 

well she was just 17, you know what I mean, 
and the way she looked was way beyond compare 
so how could I dance with another when I saw her standin' there?